I'm not gonna make any new years resolutions, cause I don't need them, I'll change when I feel like there's the need to change.
I think I posted something like this before, because I feel like I posted something like this before, but whatever lah. It's a bit too early to sum up my year, but with 15 days left not counting today until 2012, better late than never I guess.
2011 has been a roller coaster of a year for me, plenty of downs, plenty of ups. The downside being I've changed school. The school I'm at now is great, don't get me wrong, the people here are arguably more quality than the people at CHS, but the thing missing is apparently what I miss the most, and that being normal.
Normal as in waking up at a time you REALLY don't wanna wake up at, get to school even before the sun rises, get to a classroom full of people, and the then the day unfolds, all the fun of high school and all.
The school I'm at now, as I said, the people are fantastic, but what goes on in it is very little. I miss being at school, sitting in class while the teacher's minding her own business (which apprently, is teaching, XD) while me and WeiJie look out at every passing girl and give our opinions and all like judges. In this school, there's only that much people, so there's no real surprise hidden, everyday, you know who's gonna appear, no new faces and all.
One thing that really bums me out is that next year's supposed to be prom year. In my school, there's this 5 inch or 1 inch or whatever inch rule between guys and girls, so I don't think prom's gonna be any likely. XD
I miss my friends. They weren't just my friends actually. A friend is just something like an acquaintance. This guys were more than friends. They were my brothers. Everyday, one of us will do something stupid, everyday, we'll be talking stupid stuff, random stuff.
Moments like those were the times of my life. =)
But of course all fun no work ain't the way to live. I had to go sometime. I've been in this school for a year now and we're still like how we are a year ago. Very good bros. =)
That's not to say Chempaka Homeschool did not serve up some feel good memoirs to mind you, =D
And there are still a ton of memories from my first year at Chempaka photographed in my mind. Here's to another (and hopefully my last) year then! =)
I've improved a lot, maybe it's cause of the influence of the people around me, I learned to be more understanding, less judgemental, more tolerant, and to be very patient.
OH YAH. I also improved in football. IKR. XD
Week in, week out I come back from P.E feeling a bit depressed, because I know that I can be better. My stamina was as short as short could be, I didn't know how that happened cause that wasn't the case in CHS, I could've ran on and on. When the hols started, I played futsal with some CHS mates, I expected myself to be biting people's dust all the time, but I actually did pretty good. It made me realise that I didn't drop when I went to Chempaka, is the standard was raised. I played in the same team as the best players I've ever played with, and I'm proud of that. I know I'm still a long way from being decent, but what's the rush? Football in my future will only be a hobby. =)
So yeah, that's my 2011, bring on 2012 eh? =)
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